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        I am not a blogger, in fact I only know about this site from watching my little brother do it. I have some things on my mind, on my heart that I think I should get out. I figured some things are okay to make public, maybe some one needs to hear it or might find encouragement from it. So here goes nothin'....


       I had a panic attack today that seemed to be brought on by nothing. My life has changed a lot, things are up in the air, but I have faith & I trust God to see me through it. So I was trying to figure out what could have caused this attack, why do I feel so panicky?
I have no job.... that's not what caused it though....
I recently ended my 2 year relationship.....that's not it either......
What is it?

       As I was walking up the driveway to my wonderful friends home, I realized that I don't have a place that I feel comfortable calling home. I thought about it & I am SO BLESSED to have several options of places to lay my head. None of them feel like home though. So what makes it feel like home???? My home is where I find rest, where I feel safe & secure, my home is my refuge, my comfort zone.
       
              "Home is where the heart is" right?

               So I asked myself where is my heart???

      My heart is with the Lord. He is home! He has been my refuge and STRONG TOWER against the foe. Truly he is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken. Yes, my soul, find rest in God; my hope comes from him.

      My Lord is my home. I am thankful for His strong arms, for His peaceful spirit. <3